[Haru wishes he could say. He knows that Rin has no compunctions about leaving as he needs to-- and though Haru understands better than he did back in grade school and middle school, he still can't help but feel...]
I don't know.
[Like he's being left behind.
Maybe it's selfish. But it's the danger of getting too attached to someone who's as free as the wind like Rin, when Haru's always wanted everything to be constant and unchanging.
Haru lets out a shaky sigh, voice still quiet.]
You used to annoy me so much in grade school, when I saw you every day. But...
[It could almost make Haru laugh at how the tables turned.
But how can Haru make Rin understand when he doesn't fully get it himself? He knows he enjoys spending time with Rin, and it's fun... but it's not just that. Whatever the feeling is, the worst part is that he feels alone in it.]
eep, are you okay? (also sorry if it's more melodrama than you'd like)
I don't know.
[Like he's being left behind.
Maybe it's selfish. But it's the danger of getting too attached to someone who's as free as the wind like Rin, when Haru's always wanted everything to be constant and unchanging.
Haru lets out a shaky sigh, voice still quiet.]
You used to annoy me so much in grade school, when I saw you every day. But...
[It could almost make Haru laugh at how the tables turned.
But how can Haru make Rin understand when he doesn't fully get it himself? He knows he enjoys spending time with Rin, and it's fun... but it's not just that. Whatever the feeling is, the worst part is that he feels alone in it.]