[Only with those words does Haru's eyes waver, and he offers no resistance when Rin has him by the wrists. There's a good deal of dramatic things that Haru thinks about saying, however briefly-- like "how can that be enough?!" But there's a limit to how much he can do with already so much doubt in his heart.]
Is it... enough for you? Because it's not. Not for me.
[Maybe that was weird and vague, but it's all he can muster without his voice giving him away again. Every word exhausts him. He feels like a child, grasping for the right words and only feeling more frustrated as he can't ever say them.
Damnit, Rin.
Don't make it sound like you're just indulging me...
He wants to at least hear that Rin wants to see him more too, as impossible as it is for now. Some kind of assurance that Rin feels the same way. Or anything that could possibly salvage this stupid idea. But as Rin will inevitably leave, probably rethinking next weekend, Haru will have to take an extra long soak in the bathtub and try to forget all this.
Haru is never going to trust Mrs. Tachibana's choice in TV programming ever again.]
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Is it... enough for you? Because it's not. Not for me.
[Maybe that was weird and vague, but it's all he can muster without his voice giving him away again. Every word exhausts him. He feels like a child, grasping for the right words and only feeling more frustrated as he can't ever say them.
Damnit, Rin.
Don't make it sound like you're just indulging me...
He wants to at least hear that Rin wants to see him more too, as impossible as it is for now. Some kind of assurance that Rin feels the same way. Or anything that could possibly salvage this stupid idea. But as Rin will inevitably leave, probably rethinking next weekend, Haru will have to take an extra long soak in the bathtub and try to forget all this.
Haru is never going to trust Mrs. Tachibana's choice in TV programming ever again.]